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im here again....all alone...dont know what im gonna do...

still seeking for questions that i guess no answer to be found...

or maybe,,,

there are no really questions...im just bugging myself for me to think..

its hard, coz' it's like that i'm playing with no rules at all...

besides its my games....no paths...no directions...aw!

you'll just see me sitting thinking that i dont care at all...that im just thinking of myself!!

how rude that is?!

what reaction do you want me to show?!?

arrrrrrggggghhhh!

I dont want to argue more....i want to fix things by myself...without noises in my ears...

just wanted to have such privacy of myself...to have my life be normal!!

i just wanted to feel that im alive...

i wanted to go away!! to go to far places....

far from here!!!in this damn room of emptiness...in this room full of people who just wanted me to be someone i cant..away from this people who dont believe on what i can do...

hope someday they'll realize it.......hope someday i can go on to my life and find what im searching for!!!